Jolinsays.

2010-04-08T07:34:00.001+08:00

Moved, http://sexdruglove.tumblr.com . =)

:)

2010-03-22T06:16:00.003+08:00

I decided to copy and paste what i read over the web just now,
and share this meaningful thingy with all of you. (:

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I guess there are many who always wonder what it is like to live in a life when you are in a relationship. There would be someone who would take care of you; there will always be someone who will be in your mind as both of you parted ways.

If you have not been in a relationship before, you would think it’s like an ice-cream, so sweet and appealing that makes you happy the moment you got your hands to it. Every time when you see someone eating an ice-cream, you might swallow your saliva down to quench your desire.

The fact is you are probably right; a relationship is like an ice-cream. Not just the part when you look at someone having them but the challenge comes the moment you are holding onto it.

Of all things we know, ice-cream always melt faster than we could eat it. This is where the similarity of a relationship comes in place. Love appears the moment when two person comes together leaving all odds apart.

As times grew, there are many things which you would come to know regarding your partner and she will know many unpleasant past of you. Through acceptance comes the bonding of this relationship.

You would enjoy it sometimes; you would dislike it sometimes when it doesn’t go your way. Just like the ice-cream when it drips off your shirt. You might feel yourself like a complete idiot walking around with a stained shirt.

You looked at the melting ice-cream in your hands as you walked. How great difference it is the moment you got it and now. You feel frustrated because it is suppose to be an enjoyment as you’ve seen others having it. Finally you might throw the unfinished ice-cream away because it is not suppose to be the way you would want.

You would start looking for a new one.

Looking back in a relationship, there should be some reflection. We would not get what we always want; our feelings will deteriorate one day be it through time or faith and it is not as pleasant as we see others having it.

Would we end it because it is not something we want and look for a new one?

So what can we do?

We could at least enjoy it while it last.

Knowing that from the moment of having it, we remember the first taste that sets upon our tongue. We remembered the taste and feeling of the past and live to embrace it’s memories.

Even if it really ends one day, we know that we will never forget.

The memories of the relationship would put a smile back one day, when we forget about the sadness.

This is Love, nothing last forever but it existence among people will last a long time.

1st Monthsary.

2010-02-10T04:07:00.002+08:00

I'm neglecting this space of mine, like always...
Just being lazy to write luh, so pardon me kay. (:

On the 8th, D wanted to do something to surprise me,
and that i could be shocked, happy or fill-in-your-own-blank.. =/
But ya know, plans never works as planned.
Things screwed up because of the wrong timing he'd choose.

Thus, instead of surprising me..
We ended up quarreling. (Arghs)

Then when i reached home and saw that bouquet of flowers,
I scolded him crazy, this and that.. but deep down I'm smiling.
Like humans always said, 口是心非 =/

Hahahahhs. You can never imagine how drama the whole scenario is!
Still, this silly boy of mine never fail to make me smile, even on my worst day.

:) Thanks love.

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On another note,
4 more days to Cny.

I bet everyone is looking forward it uh.
Got many snacks to eat, many ang baos to collect.
Just that it clash with V'day, that every couples have to make arrangements.
I bet you guys are celebrating it either advance or belated one.

And guess what? I haven shop for my Cny clothes and D's Vday present.
Have been too busy with work and I'm not prepared for this festive season at all.

I just felt that time is passing scarily fast...

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The "wrong timing" surprise. =)
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The three simple words i would love to whisper into your ears, ily*

New year is approaching..

2010-02-01T01:55:00.008+08:00

Yesterday after slacking with Angelia until 6am, both of us head home to sleep.
But i don't know why, no matter how hard i tried, I'm still effing awake.

All the way until 9am plus, D called.
And I'd to wake up and get prepare to go out with him alrdy.

Although I'm very tired but still i really enjoyed myself just now.

A very awesome Sunday with D and family i must say :DD

Universal Studio - Vivo - Queensway - Ikea - Home.

We went Universal Studio to take a look inside.

cos D work there and he got complimentary tickets for that donkey show.

Every places i pass by also very attractive, really like in Hollywood or something de.

I can't help but keep taking pictures of random places with my digital camera.

Not much to look around, cos not yet officially open yet.

I wonder how it will be when it is.. Especially tgth with casino.

The entrance fees to Universal Studio is not cheap luh!

$68 for weekdays, $72 for weekends.

Not forgetting, Victoria Secret located at there too!

Girls who love it can go there shop shop :)

We went to eat our late lunch before we bid goodbye to his family.

And head over to Candy Empire before we cab to Queenstown for some shopping spree.

End up only bought a bag. Still got alot of items we want, but didn't get. :(

So we walk over to Ikea, shopped and bought a shelf, table, stool, etc for my room.

And home sweet home. A little revamp here and there.. Now my room look quite fresh, Lol!

All thanks to D, for helping me with all the DIY. xoxo!

New year so fast approaching, no time to prepare and such..

Or maybe the problem is with me, I'm not in the new year mood at all. =/

PICTURES TIME YO! =)

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Okay, I'm getting lazy to upload already. So that's about it. (:
Thanks D for the awesome Sunday! Loves*

New blogskin.

2010-01-21T04:49:00.003+08:00

Yay, new blog skin. :) Hahaha.
This skin better or previous one? Comment please!
And finally after so long, i create a twitter account. =/

Well, just now mj with Angelia and cousins they all.
Although i didn't won much, but is better than previous time.
1 people lose to the other 3. Omg luh, can you imagine that?

This coming Saturday mj again okay? Tsk. I'm addict to mj liao.

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Life has been great for me.
Awesome family, great girlfriends and wonderful boyfriend.

Except that,
School really sucks ttm.
I'm not saying for the sake of fun,
I'm very serious in quitting school.
If my this term fail then I'll bid goodbye to Ite.

There are people who agreed with me doing so,
and i believe there are people who hope i could disappear right at this moment,
as well as there are also people come texting me asking me not to quit.
I really appreciate their thoughts,
because just when i thought i got no friends in Ite,
they prove me wrong by letting me know i still have their back. :) thanks.

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Last but not least,
Despite of all that obstacles we're put thru,
I'm glad we're still standing strong, hands in hands together.
People might talk bad about us, people might disapprove this rs...

But all this ain't problem, because what matters is;
:) you never fail to plaster that smile on my face.
:) I'm genuinely happy when I'm with you.
and :), i love you for who you are.

I'm here to stay. Thanks for everything love! ♥

Bejeweled by ME!

2010-01-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

I was supposed to go Ikea this afternoon with mummy, brother and D.
But i was too tired, so i end up sleeping instead.
Woke up @ 7pm plus and saw many miss calls and smses, all from D.
He got too bored while waiting for me. Opps, I'm sorry! =/

:( So Ikea trip was canceled.
And i had my dinner at home cos mummy got cook.
Then D came over my house and keep me accompany.
We spend our time together watching tv, play bejeweled..

TADAH~! This one i help him play de luh.

And idk why, i was smiling when i saw what he wrote before posting.

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Sometimes things need not be very complicate..

As long as I've you by my side,

it doesn't matter where we're going and what we're doing.

Because the more simple it is, the more i felt that 我们是幸福的！=)

Twister fries!

2010-01-06T04:34:00.004+08:00

It is 4:34am now and I'm still awake.
Just finish watching 海派甜心 Ep 10 and 下一站幸福 Ep 14.
These two drama can really make me cry my lungs out man. *oogosh*

Anyway, Jan intake orientation is a success i supposed.
First time trying to be a emcee, standing on stage holding a mic.
I swear i was really nervous that i startled and keep saying the wrong words.
Like "not forgetting", i said "not forgotting" instead..
WTH, can you imagine that? I was so embarrass at that moment. Arghs!

ANDAND phobia of duck rice man! The few of us should know why..
Because cannot waste food, we tried to finish all the leftover.
Up to 20 packets among the 5 of us man. Tsktsk.
The most hilarious part is Wei Ming called back home,
then his mum said she bought duck rice for his dinner.
All of us burst into laughter luh!

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Overall, my Tuesday is a great one.
Because besides what that I'd blogged...
Something make me a happy girl today! :DD
My craving for twister fries is satisfied, because D finally bring me to eat.
Despite the facts that he put my aeroplane on Monday. HAHAHAHHS, bleahs =P

不要问我到底喜欢你哪里，因为我只会一直这样喜欢下去。
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I don't miss him. I miss who i thought he was...

FML.

2009-12-31T19:18:00.001+08:00

Blog updated @ my private blog.
:) Go check it out if got the access..

Sorry to open readers,
I got no mood to blog anything here.
Because nothing went smoothly to my life.

FML FML FML.

I hate 2009.
But i'm not looking forward to 2010 either.

Hahaha.

2009-12-17T02:54:00.003+08:00

Remember what we were talking over the phone;;

"Don't wanna waste time shed tears on heartache all over again.
Just wanna be happy all the way! <3"

:) Jiayou, sis.

Nothing ever changes.

2009-12-10T00:45:00.004+08:00

" Trust only 1/4 of what a guy says. Reliability is non-applicable to most men. "

I quoted that from some space, which really make sense.
Have you ever tried believing in someone, yet all you get in return were just lies?

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He said he like you and wanna be with you.
He said he got no girlfriend, that was just his ex-girlfr.
.........................................................................Blablablahs.

If he got no girlfriend,
why must he lie that he don't have a facebook acct when i asked him?
why I'm able to search his acct and profile picture is him and her?
why promised me that he'll change it away and add me, yet nothing is done?
why msg me and asked me to don reply and will contact me when you book in?
why every Saturdays and Sundays mia?

Why come telling me all these craps in msn/sms yesterday?
Ask yourself, you really wanna be with me? I doubt so.
You just want someone to be with you when she's not around.
Or make it more ugly, you just need a hole to fuck when she's unavailable.

Ha. Call yourself a man.

I felt disgusted by the thoughts of you and what you'd done.
And don't come telling me that i accused you or whatsoever.
Save your explanations, those excusable excuses..
I managed to view your girlfr's fb profile, all those pictures and even her blog.
She is not just your ex, she is your girlfriend for going 19 months.

No, i don't feel sad over your acts and lies.
In fact, i do pity that girl for being your girlfriend.
Because i know everything, yet she's kept in the dark.

Love, is nothing but a lie. ~~you are the lie~~. You are a loser!

Double'O pictures up!

2009-11-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

I nap from 6pm all the way until now. *yawns*

School was atrocious i must say!
But i won't elaborate any further here,
cos i realise blog is quite a dangerous place to rant.
You will never know who is stalking your blog and who is not. (:

I detest those Indian neighbour of mine, 2 doors away.
They disturb my sleep in the middle of the night @ 3am.
Blasting their Indian music with windows open widely..
And when you don't know what they're singing, you'll find it even more irritating.
I'm not being racist or whatsoever,
but why can't they be a lil' more considerate?
I won't bother if you blast in the afternoon, but why at 3am?

I hope the same incident won't happen again,
else i won't just let the matter rest, i shall call the police. *roar*

Life have been going smooth for me i supposed..
Many things happened few days/weeks back,
Be it happy, sad, angry, doubts, disappointed..
No point dwelling on it. So i shall skipped blogging about it.
Close friends of mine knew what's going on will do. (:

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I never thought that I'd fall in love, But it grew from a simple crush..

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Double'O Nights out pictures.Check out for more @ my facebook album :DD

Hello all.

2009-10-27T02:39:00.004+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog.
Cos one of my classmate told me, bloggin is lifeless.
Pretty lame, so you can just ignore me. =/

Be it family, work, school, classmates, friends and someone..
I'm happy with the things/people that evolves around me now.
Because i enjoy feeling this way. No stress, no sadness..
I believe Idy will know what i mean. Right?

Let's pray and hope that nothing ever changes,
and everything remains as it is...

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The tiny weeny bits of happiness,
the tiny weeny effort you put in to bring up that smile on my face (:

I think i..

2009-10-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

Before i starts off with anything,
I'm here to wish Thiam Man a Happy 18th Birthday again..
Since i already drop him a comment on fb earlier on in school.
Remember to return me the money you owe me hor.
HAHAHS, that's the joke between the few of them.. =X

Hmm. First day of school sucks totally.
They came up with a new rule, must wear lanyard around.
And our course got the green colour.. Omg, it is damn ugly.

Then get to see our new teacher that teaches us DC.
The way he teach and the way he speak really cmi.
I think all of us have to be prepared for the worst results ever!
And he won't release us early de lor, die die must on the dot.
Cannot imagine all the upcoming lessons with him.. )=

After school, went home and got changed.
Then head to J8 and met up with Christopher for dinner.
I wanted to pay for my own, but he insisted on treating me.
Yay! This is what i meant gentleman, not like someone else...
whom i was updating to Christopher about during dinner.. LOL.
Head back to Tpy after that, and i saw Jino.
We chatted alot until after alighting the bus,
we still stand there talk for quite awhile. Hahahhs.
It was nice to catch up with old friends once in a while ya know!

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Came to know about him and his girlfr on and off for 3 years..
And Idy messaged me about high chance Veron and Sy might patch back..
You know this kinda lost and found love was what i envious most.
It wasn't easy to be with the person you really love back again..

What we called true love?
One that we will never forget him/her in our life,
no matter how he/she treated you badly or how much he/she loved you.
No matter how hard you tried to move on, wanting to forget for months, years..
He/She is still the one you want to spend your life with, that one and only.

I was sms-ing with anon today, and i learnt something new.

The greatest level of love is not to hold on to someone,
but to let him/her go and seek for the happiness he/her is looking for..
Even thou you know by doing that, you ain't happy at all.

I don't know what's wrong with me,
to be so WEI DA to tell him all these words,,

"This time round, let me be your guardian angel and zu ni xin fu!
Because to choose one that treat me good or the one that i love..
I would say i want to choose the one i love,
even if i don't gain anything at the end of the day.."

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I believe that's love.
Despites knowing it won't have any happy ending..
Despites knowing the one he choose will never be you..
Despites knowing the one who are suffering is you, not him..
You will still say, I'm willing to do everything to see that smile on his face! (:

Missing.

2009-10-11T01:12:00.003+08:00

Been staying at home whole day, doing nothing.
Eat, sleep, watch tv, facebook, audition..
My last week of holidays was spent so lifeless.

Something is missing within me today.
I felt damn emo and random things keep came to my mind..
Not sad, angry, upset or what.. In fact, rather empty ):

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Ryan called me this evening, asked me accompanied him to kbox.
But i preferred staying at home because no need to spend money.
Hahha. Quite budget, cos didn't work for few weeks already.
Luckily my manager called me this noon, ask me work next weekend.

Gonna save money for my next 2 teeth treatment.
Cb. Dental can really cost me a bomb. *Roar*
And i freaking got phobia of visiting the dentist..
Faster clear my treatments and so i can kiss goodbye to it.

After tomorrow, school starts le.
Almost everyday 8am siol. I think i will either be late or miss it.
New time table, Friday no school :DDD
Not must differences also,
although no school but i still got dance practice. #%&!*(^()!

Aye. Nothing to blog ley.
I mentioned above, my mind is rather empty..

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Someone just commented, say this pic look scary.
I find it okay ley. You know what is chio to the maxx? LOL.The only thing i find it weird, is my hair. Com' on, give some suggestions. Should i trim my hair? =/
Okay lah, that's all.Good nights all ~ Don't miss me! (((:

Finally, a proper update!

2009-10-10T03:08:00.000+08:00

I forget what time i reached home..
But when i reached home, my brother is using my com.
As usual luh. He probably hope i don't come back home. HAHA.
Then i log in to Audition, see if the problem have been fixed.
Cos before i went out, there's problem with fam and messenger..
For fking long hours that i got damn frustrated.
And I'm glad they finally got it fixed.
Hope it won't go hey wire again.. (:

Since i promised Bradton, known as --MIFENG to blog..
So that i could link him up and go tagtag him.
I'm here now, typing and updating..

I went to meet Ron at Tpy @ 6pm. But i was late, as usual? (:
Then we head to Clark Quey for dinner,
and i bought 2 packets of sweets from sticky.. *yummy*
Then went to China Town for Party World.
Only Eric and I went, Ron ps in the end cos of no cash or what de.
We cannot use any words to describe him, but never mind lah.
$30 for a lesson learnt, WORTH IT yo! (: (: (:
I think if Veron or Idy read le, sure come ask me what'd happen.
Laughs. Come come, call me only. I update you all.

Eric and I had a great time, despite of some spoiler.
Very long time bo sing k, my voice like so weird.. LOL.
I took my cam and capture many pictures here and there..

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That's Eric, i known him for 14 years.
And no matter what situation I'm in, he is always there for me. Ty buddy! ^^
--- Still got alot unglam and crap photos, i lazy to post.Shall end my post with last picture of me, of the day :DD

Byebye all. Gdnights (=

Because I'm stupid.

2009-09-23T01:39:00.002+08:00

Hahha. Idy was right.
I everyday also online, but didn't update blog.
I went to play Audition instead.
Although is very boring, but very addictive ley.

Anyway, I'm here to share a video.
The Boy Over Flowers OST - Because I'm Stupid.
Don't know why, this song very nice.
I can put this on repeat mode for hours.
Now audition got this song some more, i keep playing.

LAUGHS. Okay, enough of audition thingy.
Currently having my sch holidays until 11 Oct.
Hope all my classmates enjoy themselves :DDDD

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2009-08-20T02:45:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating regularly.
Been online and play audition only, nothing else.

:DDD

Birthday(s)

2009-08-09T23:52:00.003+08:00

How does you guys spend your National Day?
Sad to say, I did nothing much today..
Got no holiday mood ley ):

Work from 12pm - 4pm.
HX came and meet me after my work,
Initially was to go find E, but he wasn't there when we reached.
So we went to have our late lunch tgth with GS at Food Republic.
I love the "har kau" and custard bun i ate. Their dim sum not bad ah.
After that went to Haagen Das for my all time fave strawberry cheesecake ice-cream!
Then GS head back to work, while me and HX went cine E2-Max.
Hahaha. Guess what? We bumped into H outside cine..
We talked about mj and talk bad about JC students. Opps, =X

HX and I went to play lan instead of catching fire works with some of our classmates.
Because i cannot imagine myself squeezing with others for space.
Those who know me well and long enough,
should know that I don't like crowded places.

Then back to Tpy, went to mac for shaker fries.
The staff gave us a sg flag, and wished us happy national day.
Kinda lame, but heart warming ah.

:DDD Home Sweet Home, and here I'm blogging..

Before the clock strike twelve, happy birthday to Singapore! (:
And apart from that, overdue pictures that was taken during my bday.
I wanted to blog with it long ago, but all like so "buang" .
Idy's camera cmi lah. Out of 10, 9 was blurish de.
What's worst? I forget to charge mine, battery flat. Laughs.

Thanks for those who are there that night,
those who planned and made the effort for the surprise ^^

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went to snooker zone after celebration that night,
and Idy, TH and me got 1st for Photo Hunt :DD
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Idy and Jolin ♥♥---
&& Due to my laziness and difficulties of editing those blur&dark pictures,Here is one that I've edited by combining all in one.Alot of hard work cannnnn(!) Nice anot? :DD
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An unforgettable 20th bday ♥♥

1 more weeeeek...

2009-07-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

Just got home from Bradell Mac, with my bro and HX.
The three of us rot at home play blackjack, mahjong and computer for 1 whole day..
Ate lunch at home this afternoon, cos mummy cooked congee before she's out.
Then in between mahjong break, i grabbed a waffle stick and cup corn.
Aiyo, whole day at home do nothing but eat only.
Gaining calories siol. Cannot make it ~

Haven't been attending school for the past two days..
Because lessons starts at 9am and i always overslept.
Tmr school starts at 1pm, no reasons for me not to go anymore.
So yeah, hopefully I'll be in school uh. Lol.

1 more week to my 20th birthday.
Don't know why, but I'm not looking forward to it at all.
I wonder how many presents i will receive,
or who will even remember it is my birthday..
Omg. I sound so pathetic and emo.. =X

Anyway, Idy asked me to meet her on Monday night,
I asked her if there's any plans for me, but she didn't tell me..
I hope there will be a surprise or something, hor?
Because everyone love surprises, including me. Teehee^^

Okay, i shall go play facebook game now..
Then to Audition before i goes to bed.
Gdnights to all. xoxo.

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Pardon my naked face with no make up pictures.. =X
This is what i do at home to kill boredom. Laughs.

Performance @ Macpherson.

2009-07-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

The weather is effing hot today ):

This afternoon performance was a success, i supposed.

They gave $5 to each of us as transportation fees ^^

Anyway, just got home not long ago..
Went to AMK Hub with HX and TH after my performance.
Surprisingly, they went down there and give me their support.
I guess that's what friends are for and I'm grateful to know them in ite.
Without them, i don't know how am i going to survive 2 years in ite man.
Cos ya' all know my group of cliques all cannot make it one,
which i couldn't be bother anymore. So let's not talk about it.

HX, TH and I went to play 2 hours of lan, before TH left for his family dinner.
Then HX and I went to arcade for that jackpot thingy..
I guess we're both lucky, cos we only spend 22 bucks for that soft toy.
After that, we just shopped around and i decided to head home.

I don't know why i felt tired whenever I'm outside,
but once i reached home, i felt so energetic.

I shall let the pictures do the rest of my blogging.. (:

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Katherine, Charmaine and Me :DD
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Group pictures :DD

A fish and the sea.

2009-07-25T17:45:00.004+08:00

Have you ever hated anyone?

What is it like to hate someone?

It is very tiring.

You keep remembering what the person has done..

The more you think of it, the madder you get, and you'll never snap out of it.

& We need to find the root of the problem in order to give up hatred..

Someone once told me a meaningful story..

A fish said to the sea, "You can't see my tears because I'm in the sea."

The sea said to the fish, "I can feel your tears because you're in my heart."

The root of the problem and the reason why we can't forget hatred..

Is because we're not the sea.

The person we hate is like the fish, crying..

But we don't feel their agony like the sea does.

I love the sea.

But i don't have its magnanimity.

We should learn from the sea.

Once again, it is twentyfifth of the month again..

Ice Age!!

2009-07-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

After so many weeks.. TH, HX, D and I finally watched this.

I didn't watched Ice Age 1 and 2, so i don't really know how to appreciate.

Lol. But because it is cartoon, that's why i wanted to watch it that badly.

Overall ratings, still not that bad :DD

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Anyhow, i should be in bed now..

But i don't know why just can't get to sleep.

Tomorrow lessons also all not important one, so neh-mind lah.

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I used to attend school regularly, because that's where i feels happy with all my cliques.

But ever since Term 2 starts, i begin to feels lazy and pon school quite often.

That is why i already received the first warning letter from the school le. ):

Our cliques is drifting apart from each other..

And I hate vjp lessons, or maybe not.. The one i hate is the teacher.

He seems to be picking on me, super biased that type one.

But he keep denying it when i say him in class today..

Well.. whether he is or not, he himself should know.

I shall not say more.

The whole class got eyes to see, they're not blind.

And you got no rights to say I'm not doing your work,

because I'd submitted to you before the dateline.

Check your inbox lah, dumb.

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I think all Indians got major attitude problems, love to act and etc..

I don't know why lah, just feels so.

Or maybe is because 4 years back,

in the middle of the night, i lend my cell to an Indian to make phone call,

he walk a few street and run away with it and makes me feels so helpless..

After that incident, i hates Indians.

Although not all of them are bad, got good ones i know..

Thus. Sorry if I'm being very racists over here.

Ciaos ~

2 more weeks.

2009-07-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

Woah, haven been blogging for 12 days.. (:
Pardon me, bcos I'm quite packed with school and dance recently.

And I'll be having dance practice everyday until 7pm this week,
because got performance this coming Sunday at Macpherson CC.
But I'll give it a skip if my lesson ends at 6pm.. (:

I skipped school less than 5 days in two weeks only,
then i received the first letter from the school regarding my poor attendance..
I think their efficiency is rather good, despite the H1N1 thingy. Lmao~

And honestly speaking,
i don't know anything that was being taught this term 2.
Either i wasn't paying attention or i didn't attend classes..

Whatever it is.. Better buck up, jol(!)

Just in case you don't know, I'm here to remind everyone..
Jolin's birthday is arriving in 2 weeks time.
Please don't forget that i love presents.
And if i intend to celebrate outside,
please be there with me. Ty^^

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Aww. Bought all these few weeks back...
But they're too cute and i couldn't bear to eat them.

Location: In School.

2009-07-09T12:59:00.002+08:00

I logged in to my facebook 5 minutes ago..
I want to play Typing Maniac, but cannot load.
Sames goes to Bejeweled and Bejeweled Blitz.
So what's else can i do now? Dota? No way.

Tsktsktsk. CC-MP Internet sucks big time!
I'm gonna rot after finishing this post..

Yesterday was Daven's birthday..
But i heard from TH that no one even bother to talk about it.
So end up, all went home after school giving his bday celebration a skip.
Thanks god. It should be a relieve that i missed school ytd..
If not, i think I'll feels damn frustrated and show them my attitude.

Imagine you're the birthday boy..
The cliques that you mix in school everyday,
actually didn't put your birthday in their heart/mind?

I will feel damn upset and disappointed.

I believe that everyone in this cliques know that we are drifting apart...
But who will stand out and willing to do something about it?
I can say, NONE. Except of 1 or 2 only.

Sighs. And my dearest classmate TH is emo-ing right now.. )):

Random.

2009-07-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

I know I'd been neglecting this blog for quite a long time.
Aiya, I'm just too busy enjoying until no time to blog.. (As if)
Hahaha. Anyway, school is starting tomorrow..
Kinda looking forward to it, can see all my cliques ya know! (:
Thou not much difference, cos we met during holidays. Lol.

Okay, i got craving for candy floss right now.
But feeling damn lazy to go pasar malam,
which is only 5 minutes walk from my house.. =/

Shall continue with my drama then.
Ciaos. I'll be right back, soon.

Misses.

This is making me drools,

2009-06-26T03:02:00.007+08:00

I googled and found out that Japan Mcdonalds is already selling this during Nov '08.

And it is only recently, Singapore has it.

Why Singapore everything also so slow one... =/

Anyway, the purpose of this post is to blog about..

THIS CINNAMON MELTS IS F. IRRESISTABLE(!)

I don't mind having it for breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday.

Those who haven try this, MUST GO TRY(!)

I'm sure you'll love it..

:DDDDDDDDDD

Twentyfive,,

2009-06-25T02:35:00.001+08:00

Every month of this day,
I'll somehow feels emotional..

Sleepy..

2009-06-24T23:14:00.010+08:00

.......... I just woke up. (:

Yesterday, went for dance practice..
Omg. I hate Latin jazz, so difficult to dance ya know! =/
After dance, went to ljs for lunch with Aishah.
then head home to bathe and prepare to go Town.

Tsktsk. The whole outing just got screwed up.
Because of some misunderstand and miscommunication here and there.
HX and I saw S over at PS, so we decided to slack tgth.
Went for pool and asked the rest to join us for a while..
After pool, we head to Vivo and meet another friend of S.
Instead of watching Transformers, that everyone goes gaga for..
We went for another movie, I Love You Man.
It is a romance comedy i suppose?
Very nice that movie, worth watching..
and i actually finish the popcorn luh!
OMG, can you imagine that? Laughs.

Anyway, thanks S's friend for the movie treat! (:

After movie, already past twelve..
No more bus/mrt, so i took a cab back to Tpy. )):
HX and I meet up with Idy and Veron at my house downstairs @ 2am.
We went to some block downstairs, sit down chill and play monopoly.
Hahha. Fun luh, I'm the first one who goes bankrupt. )):

Until morning, we went to Bradell Mac for breakfast.
Then slack until 8:30am, i took a bus to Tamp for my dance training.
Didn't slept for the whole night and went for dance. So =.=
Came to know Charmaine also never sleep ytd, cos she went chalet. HAHA!

After dance, took bus 28 and went home to sleep all the way until now..
Going to whip something to eat, then go back sleep again..
Tmr need to wake up at 7:30am siol.
Arghs. Why dance have to starts so early? ):

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Ciaos! (:

No, i'm not being emotional..

2009-06-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, we can't deny the fact how ironic things could be.
You may love one person like she/he is the whole world to you..
Then another second, you wish you never know her/him at all.

So what's love?

About one year back, i fall in love with this guy.
He is the one who makes me feels completely different.
He is the one who let me understand what's true love is,
and one that i would rely on and want to make him my everything..

We overcome so much ups and downs together,
we still came back for each other after one big round..
and everyone, even myself thought he will be the love of my life.

But we have to accept the cruelty of this realistic world.

So what if we love each other?
Love is not everything..

I woke up from my dreams, and declare that it is over.
I don't want to stick with him and wait for years for a status.
I don't want to feels so inferior, useless, stupid and etc..

I know a status might not seems important to you guys,
but it is very important to every girls who want to be loved.

To girls, a status is to represent how important you stands in his heart..
To girls, a status is to give them the sense of securities.
To girls, a status is to let them know you truly love them.

I don't deny i still miss you at times,
but yet things should be get over and done with.

Besides, I'm enjoying my life right now.
So who cares and bother about what's love?

It sucks! (:

SC Camp was awesome.

2009-06-19T17:09:00.007+08:00

Hello everyone!! I'm back from SC camp yesterday. (:
I'll upload the pictures when i got them from Thinesh.

The SC camp was awesome and we'd so much fun!
except for the night walk treasure hunt which sucks big time,
and a girl who thinks she is the future president of SC..
I won't elaborate any further thou. Hahahah.

Our group got the Best Team Award and Best Cheer Award :DD

& Because of this camp, i got no time to complete my vjp project..
Seriously, I've to thanks Teckhow for helping me..
Yayayay. I'd submitted my project to Mr Akshay. (:

And what's next?

Work @ 7pm later, Saturday(s) and Sunday(s)..
Dance practice from 23rd - 26th June..
Mini class chalet from 1st - 3rd July..
&& School resumes on the 6th July..

I told ya, I'm gonna be busy for this holiday.. )):
I miss all my friends. Let's meet up real soon alright.

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Our group, CNP rawks :D
And this is how our flag look like.. Cute?
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This was taken at ECP with some of the SC.
I'll upload the rest when Nesh send me, 'kay? ((:

Holidays.

2009-06-13T01:56:00.003+08:00

Aloha! How's life fo' everyone?

my holiday starts TODAY,
all the way until 5th July i guess. (:
Good to pass all my EE and VJP test,
no need to go back for re-test and such.. Hahs.
But i don't think I'll get to enjoy to the fullest,
cos my schedule was rather packed..

Got a VJP project to be completed by 20th June?
Upcoming SC Camp from 16th - 18th June,
Dance practice from 23rd - 26th June,
upcoming performance on 3rd July and 26th July,
Our small gathering class chalet, which date not confirm,
And minus all the weekends that I'll be spending time working..

): Busy busy busy..
Sighs. Can i ask fo' a longer holidays??

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Expired pictures, taken on 6th June performance.
I don't have much pictures with me yet,
the rest still on hold with them. Hahaha. ((:

Deprived of sleep.

2009-06-06T01:12:00.013+08:00

TH, D, A and I went to airport right after my cca.
We enjoyed ourselves with those filled fun and laughter..
Until the end of day, then we felt the tiredness. Hahs.
Thus, we decided to cab home. $$ ): !

And here i am, blogging away...

Tomorrow got performance over @ Tamp.
Arghs, another busy day for me again..

I slept at 4am in the morning on Friday,
wake up at 7am for school, all the way until now,
3 hours of sleep and 18 hours being active..

Seriously, i need ample rest.
I'm really, really, really going to turn in after this post!
And since my eyes is shutting down, i won't type anymore.
I shall upload pictures taken @ the airport,
and a preview of our performance video.. O.O

ByebyebyE.

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Sick once again.

2009-06-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

I think my body immune system very low.
I was talking to TH and HX on Monday about that.
Then Tuesday, i'm down with high fever.. ):

So yesterday..
I went to School in the noon, for my EE theory test.
Phew, lucky it was a open book test and I'd R beside me.
Because i was so damn sick that i couldn't concentrate on doing it.
Then i left to see a doctor and received msg from T, that i score 20 marks.
Okayokay lah, for a sick person to have a score like that. Hahha.

I need to be fully recover by Friday.
Cos got vjp test and Saturday got performance!!

Anyway, i was so glad that I'd so many people around me who cares.
Thanks for those who text me and send me their regards.
Don't worry, I'm getting much better now. (((:

Leader.

2009-05-28T12:30:00.012+08:00

I'm having life skills lesson now..
Doing some quiz, and here goes my results.. (:

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Leader
Jolin is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm.
Jolin is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational.

Neat and orderly, others usually see.

Jolin as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions.
Jolin likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects,

and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

A very creative person, Jolin is often willing to seek out new solutions to problems.

She is self motivated and will often work at a fast pace to accomplish her goals.

Jolin likes new challenges and she is usually able to make decisions easily, even under pressure.

Jolin takes a flexible approach in her dealings with others

and she is willing to pursue different avenues to maintain good relationships.
While she is patient and will not usually rush,

Jolin is not afraid to actively seek new solutions if previous methods do not fit the current situation.

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The quiz is very in details.
Thus, i'm not gonna post all.
Hahha. Ciaos! ((:

The one year mark..

2009-05-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today is a special day because on this very day last year...

blogging will be continued @ http://decipher-yourthoughts.blogspot.com

(For some purposes, updates will be publish only on my private blog..)

xoxo.

Happy birthday, mummy.

2009-05-24T22:42:00.001+08:00

I went dinner with my family just now.
It is my mummy's birthday today!
I hope she's happy with us,
not only today.. But everyday okay!
I love you, mum! xoxo.

Besides that,
a happy birthday to David and Gerry as well (:

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Phase test, cca extra training, 6th June performance and WORK!
Alot of things coming up that i need to catch up with..
Yet so little time to accomplish it.
Can i request for 48 hours a day instead?
Alright, I know it is definitely impossible.
Enough of my rantings...

Now, it is time fo' bed. I need ample rest(!)

Good night all.

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Tmr is a very important day to me and B.
Hahha. Anyone wanna make guesses why is it so? (:
I will reveal it before 12am tmr, with pictures.

A quick update.

2009-05-22T01:29:00.003+08:00

I always admire people who can blog almost everyday,
with interesting updates and full of pictures..
And when i look back at my own blog,
it is always so pathetic. Tsktsk.

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On a happier note,
I've been a good student by attending school everyday. (:

Hahha. Took Napfa test today and damn it..
It is always the usual Standing board jump
that makes me fail whole Napfa times and again. )):
Arghs. Let's not talk about it.

After school, head to kbox with them.
Then home sweet home, and here i am..

What else? I should be in bed at this timing.
Because my vjp lesson starts @ 8am tmr.
Follow by cca in the afternoon, then work in the night.
What a long and busy Friday..

Shall stop here then,
with a picture of my dearest classmates..

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生日快樂;

2009-05-19T23:49:00.004+08:00

If you guys can find that movie anywhere, must watch it.

The storyline is about this two person in love since school days.
Got tgth, then break up, but doesn't seems to be..
They still keep in contact, very close, always there for each other..
And totally understand each other inside out.
Everyone thought they will end up tgth..

But no. That guy got some illness and will eventually die..
He lied to that girl that he is married, don't bother about his life..
And until the end of the whole movie, that girl still don't know he was dead...

A very nice, touching and sacrificing love story.

I remember i watched this movie,
while on the way to Genting during March..
And trust me, it was a awesome movie! C:

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" 有多少爱可以重来，有多少人愿意等待 .. "

They always sing this two lines of the song in the movie..
And since I'd nothing to do, I went to find that song ^^

---I manage to find that movie mv as well..

---And each time i finish watching this movie mv,It left an indescribable emotional feelings within me..

I heart weekends.

2009-05-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, met up with B in the evening..
We had dinner @ Bugis, Pepper lunch.
Then head over to The Cathay for movie.
&& His friends joined us. (:

We watched Star Trek.
It was my second time watching it,
the first time was with my classmates.
Few may find that movie boring or whatever,
but personally, I find it awesome,
thus i don't mind watching it again..

After movie, was home sweet home.
That's how simple yet fulfilling my day can be..
What's matters is having the right companion yeah. C:

I'm lazy to post all pictures up,
so just a few will do good.

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The forever zi lian me.. LOL :D
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the best companion, B. (:

Sick.

2009-05-14T02:54:00.004+08:00

Omg. I'm down with flu and sore throat! :C

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Anyway, I'm having problem with my psp now.
I put Patapon inside, but it always hang at the loading site.
Not only with the version that A sent me the other time,
but also the one TH transferred to me thru usb..
Can anyone tell me what's wrong? Is it the game problem?
Or could it be my psp version not updated to the latest one?
The weirdest part is, I've no problems with other games at all. =.=

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&& My mummy just came back from her mj game.
Last week, her friend gave me a LV handbag..
Today, her friend gave me a portable DVD player..

I'm grinning from ear to ear now. (=

Skipped school.

2009-05-13T02:53:00.003+08:00

I snooze my alarm every 5 minutes, until it went off.
I was too tired and couldn't drag myself off the bed..
Thus, I'd decided to give school a miss yesterday.

My classmate, TH was so nice to msg me.
He said i missed out a lot out of vjp lesson, blahblahs.
Wth. Make me feels sad for not attending. ):

I wake up quite a few times in between my sleep,
checked my phone, reply sms and back to sleep again..
Until 4pm, then I'm fully awake.
Went to bathe, prepare and head out to meet B @ PS.
And yah, as usual.. I'm late.
He is always that Mr. nice, sit there and wait for me.
He won't grumble or even complain about it.
Alright, that's more than enough to make me feels guilty.. ))=

We went arcade and spent 22 bucks there, caught 3 soft toys.
After that was to Carrefour to buy chips and chocolate. (:
Left there and head to The Cathay.
Bought our movie tickets - The Ramen Girl.
Then to Astrons for dinner..

After movie, went to ez-max catch soft toy again.
This time round spend 30 bucks. =.=
But luckily, we caught that hello kitty.
If not, i will crash the stupid money eater machine. LOL.

Then B decided to attend c tmr,
so i accompanied him to see doc @ NUH.
But aiya, got mc also no use.
His officer want him to report back.
Screw ns life, seriously! )):

After that, he sent me home..
Won't be seeing him, until coming weekends.

Much misses *

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But i spend 10 bucks on the minnie(on the right)..
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Worn out.

2009-05-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

I'm totally worn out from work!
Tomorrow is another day again..
If I'm really really feeling fatigue tmr,
I'll skip school on Monday.

We shall see how it goes..

It is just unfair.
NSF, primary/secondary school no need to report on Monday.
Whereby we, ite students need to. Why? ): !

I'll update soon.
I need to turn in for now.
Effing tired and sleepy. YAWNSSSS *

My brother rawks.

2009-05-07T23:37:00.003+08:00

My brother damn cute.
I went down with him to 7-11 just now.
While he buy his cup noodles, i grab a packet of chips.
So when we're at home, he was talking to me..

My brother: Now i know why you want to buy this le.
Me: Huh. Why?
My brother: Because it is from Japan.
Me: No link ley.
My brother: Because it states that it is Trans-Fat & Cholesterol FREE!
My brother: And you wont come complaining to me that you're gaining fats.
ME: *keep quiet and laugh at myself*

Stupid conversation among us.
But you can't deny that's how cute we can be.
And instead of me, being the elder one looking after him..
He is the one looking after me, makes me feels like I'm his small sister.

When he was 3 years old,
I remembered that if mummy bring him out without me,
whatever my mummy buy for him,
he will ask her to buy one more for me..

When he grow older,
If he has something i want, he will give in and give it to me..
He will heat up the home-cooked food done by mum for me, if mum went out..
He will always do the dishes, clean the house, instead of me doing it..
He will always ask if I'm hungry/thirsty, need to get anything for me..
He will go packed food and bring it home for me..
He will help me lie to mum on the behalf on me.. ETC.

Just too many for me to list out..
And fyi, he is 7 years younger than me.

Thou, i won't deny that he is irritating at times.
He will eat all my snacks and chocolates, without asking.
He will use/touch my stuffs without permission.
He even go to the extend of stealing my money before.

But what people often says, 血浓于水 ..

Family members is the one that will be there for you.
And only family members forgive and forget.
Even if we quarreled, tomorrow we will patch things up.
We don't even need to wait for each other to apologise.
Everything just happen naturally..

I used to hate mummy to give me this brother.
I've mummy all by my own for 7 years,
and all out of sudden, I'd to share my mummy with this brother.
Lol. To think back, i was so immature and selfish.

But now. I'm thankful, to have him as my brother. ((:

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Haoxuan told me to sleep earlier.
And I'm not exactly heeding his advices. =Pp

Fatigue.

2009-05-05T00:52:00.000+08:00

My weekdays routine is, school - home.
The moment i reached home, I'll feel tired and sleepy.
I will take a short afternoon nap, but often not short.
Lol. And this results me in having insomnia in the night..
Then sleep late, can't wake up on time the next morning,
which causes me to be late for lessons.

Tsktsk. This is very bad!

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Anyway, i was supposed to meet up with Idy and Veron today.
But arghs.. We didn't meet up in the end.
Because Veron didn't contact us..
Because I was lazy to join Idy for jogging..
And yah, i was sleeping luh duh~ =.=

Anyway, i should turn in early tonight.
Meeting my cliques @ 7:50am tmr.

Good night all.

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We should and must meet up soon yo!
Many catching up to do.. Misses.

Just so yesterday..

2009-05-04T22:10:00.004+08:00

Work, 11:30 - 3:30. Busy like one kind.
Then head to Taka, Crystal Jade B2 with GS and A for lunch/dinner.
I thought i will be heading home to rest after that..
But aiya, things don't often go off well with plans.

B messaged me. He asked me out for movie. ((:
Thus. Head home, get changed and off to PS.

We watched Wolverine and the X-Men.
I just find that it doesn't have an ending luh.
The female leading died and the male leading lost his memory.
Then B told me, cos X-Men got many parts. =.=

Oohyah, and we spend 40 bucks in arcade.
Luckily not empty handed home.
Caught two soft toy, by luck i guess! :D

Anyway, shall stop here..
And yes.. Time fo' bed! School @ 8am tmr.
I've to stop being late for lessons.
It is a very very bad habit! =/

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New hair colour.

2009-05-03T02:15:00.003+08:00

Ytd. Met up with E after my work.
I don't know he was in ns life until ytd.
He said he tried to contact me, but to no avail.
Cos he msg me, i always didn't reply. =/

Hahha. We walk around at Town.
Actually, i can go back work in the evening for extra 30 bucks..
But because of him, i push away and didn't went for work.
I keep whining about that 30 bucks i can't earn.. Lol.
He end up making it up to me,
by treating me to Tcc for coffee and cheesecake. (:

I'd decided to be a good girl/student..
Went to buy the hair dye and bring home
ask my mummy help me dye..
Supposingly, it should to be dark purplish red,
but the outcome appear to be kinda black,
only under bright places can see.

Can go school and face my class advisor on Monday le.
I hope he won't make any further comments on my hair.

Next weekends will be working full shift.
Cos Saturday is Vesak Day,
Sunday is Mother Day..

Yayayay! Money please come to me!!
I realised that money is not everything,
but without money we can't do anything.

Your love ones will leave you one day,
if you don't have abilities and money..
to buy things pamper him/her.

Realistic enough yo!

A day out at Town.

2009-05-02T03:57:00.005+08:00

Met up with R at Town earlier on..
Did nothing much, just walk ard and eat.
He did something very funny!

He saw his friend, so he call out for her name..
And you know what? He call wrong name. =.=
His friend name is Esther, he call Jasmine..
Like seeing apple and say it name as pear.
Super hilarious and paisey. I keep laughing non-stop.

Nevertheless, thanks for treating me dinner.
Thanks for keeping me accompanied. (:

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And getting student ez-link is a cool thing!
I bought concession pass, go where take bus also free..
Then i went to m1 shop to upgrade mine to student plan.
Now is free unlimited sms and campus calls. (:
I think i don't need my prepaid card and two phones le.
Will see how it goes, will update you guys about this.

Time to sleep.
I've something else to update,
check out @ My private blog. Ciaos!

A brand new start.

2009-04-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

I don't know why.
But i just want a new start,
with a new blogskin and blog url..

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Actually, I'd many things on my mind to blog about..
But when i come to this space, my mind is empty.
Let's forget about that, we shall talk about school.

I hates school. All the boring lessons and such..
But I'd great classmates that motivate me go school.
Despites of the age gap,
I'm quite surprise that we actually mingle well.
We even spend time tgth after school,
for simple lunch/dinner, shopping or just hang around.

Oohyah. Me and my cliques were right..
Mr Wong was holding on to our ez-link card all thesewhile.
He refuse to give us due to hair colour/length problems.
And he finally gave us our ez-link card.
With condition that we will get our hair done by next Monday.

I don't wish to disappoint my class advisor with empty promises.
And at the same time, i don't want to dye my hair black.. ARGHS ):

Now this is the problem.